1 Oktober 2012

After you?

dear folks,

whose after you? once again, I've to move on. although it's hard to forget you—but, I will :" thank you for everything you gave to me. your shy smile, your fool dance, your voice, your voice, your laugh, and another beautiful things. I love every part of you, jit :') haha, it seems I always wanna laugh again when I wonder your habbits ;') LOL. 


you could be happy and I won't know
but you weren't happy the day I watched you go
and all the things that I wished I had not said
are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head 
                                                  
you know? it's the first time for me met with an adorable fanboy like you. although I was really glad to know that you was a fanboy that time, that's not my reason I got trapped by you. I think, it's not necessary for me to have a reason to loving you. cause, when i miss my reason, my love to you'll missing too :) that's why, I always confused and ask myself why I like you :D ButI've to let you go. there's another girl that need your love more than me. and that's my b'friend :'D It's more important for me to make her happy than my happiness.


you could be happy, I hope you are
you made me happier than I'd been by far
                                         — snow patrol

but, thanks, thanks, and once again thank you so muchly to you, for ever made a 'cage' in the hole of my heart :')

for everything,


Resa

30 September 2012

september ashes

hola stalker,

*sigh* eventually, today's the end of september  (ノ´ー`)ノ truthfully, it's sad to leave this month. but, want it or not, we must ;) even so, I feel grateful that I can through my september (ღ˘⌣˘ღ) ♫・*:.。 although this month, there're somthin that makes me a bit crestfallen. 

September begun, with a goodbye to my heart
The pictures you put in my head, brought tears behind my icy hands
Come closer, breath my name and nothing more
We are will whisperings of a heartfelt elegy
So when I scream for you, do not answer me
When I beg for you to hold me, just walk away  

                                                   — draconian

well, if I think about it, it's not even a big deal :) *nods* so, I still have a little happiness like before when I through this month. do y' know why I love this month so much? that's because the sound if you say this word is calming for me. I still can't figure out why it feels like that. clearly, almost every september which I passed was always enchant me (except this one, of course) and again, if you googling, there're so many songs that put on 'september' into the tittle :D

 Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends
like my father's come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when September ends

yaps, I hope my another september will bring happiness to me, not like this month. and from now on, I also decided to throw away all of bad memory in the past ლ(╹◡╹ლ) so, fighting, fighting, and fighting, folks!

 here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when September ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

                                 — greenday


*sighs again* okay, from now on, no more bad september for me :)


xoxo,


Resa   





29 Agustus 2012

Refrain ( saat cinta selalu pulang )



refrain. or reff. yesterday i try to read this one. coll. great. full of emotion. i love this! really hard to try to not drop my tears, but i can't. especially when i read the part 'departure' really hard to control my tears. thanks, winnie! for your adorable novel! this novel is really special. althought i have to lend this from my friends .. *waks. alright :) then, after this i'll read TRUTH OR DARE from winna and yoana dianika! i'll waiting for someone to buy me that one. lol.

xoxo,

Resa

7 Agustus 2012

apa ya -_-

pen marah, inget puasa. pen nangis, inget puasa. aduh, napa sih kok masalah dateng pas lagi bulan puasaa??? pengertian dikit napa (?) pertama, di awal bulan aku dihadiahi dengan keharusan untuk move on gegara Dia, pacaran sama Dia *apa ini -_- :" (oke, yang itu gausah dibahas lagi -_-) terus di pertengahan bulan, gue di PHP-in sama anak RP, cobak! bayangin cuy! puasa puasa bukannya disenengin ato apalah, eeh, malah di PHP-in. dan gak cuman satu kali :" (oke, yang ini juga gausah dibahas lagi -_-) dan sekarang, setelah apa yang gue alamin selama hampir satu bulan itu, gue akhirnya bisa bebas dari penyakit sesat ma'rufat (?) bernama GALAU! dadah, galaau!! jangan mampir ke hati gue lagi yaw :3 *lambai tangan* yaps, gue emang harus move on! sekian :D

salam orang kece B)


Resa

4 Juli 2012

old goodies ('_')

haihai,

hufft... berhubung twitter gue pada kena limit semua, gue putusin untuk bikin postingan :) baik kan, gue? -_- 2 minggu lalu, waktu eonni gue ke jakarta, gue bantuin bongkar bongkar barang. dan akhirnya, gue simpen di dalem lemari. kemaren, waktu buka buka laci, eh nemu tuh barang :3 gue liat liat. ya amplop (?) ga terasa ternyata udah lama juga kakak gue pergi dari malang :' 3 sambil liat liat barang itu, gue iseng foto dan akhirnya kepikiran buat gue post di blog.



itu gelang kembaran sama kakak gue :'( oleh oleh waktu dia field trip ke semarang. punya gue yang warna orange, yang hijau punya kakak gue. gue kangen berat sama kakak gue. kapan balik ya? bener dah, sumpah nangis gue liat tuh gelang. gue kangen benjettt! -___-, jadi pengen ikutan ke jakarta -_- fyi, kakak gue sekolah di sekolah asrama. jadi bakal lama baliknya ke malang. mungkin entar liburan semester (ya amplop, masih lama ya?) padahal masih juga 2 minggu. gimana kalo entar sebulan? setahun? hah, gue gabisa mbayangin .__.


xoxo,

teman :)

haloh guys,

sebenernya gue agak bingung nih, mau nge post apa. tapi berhubung gue udah terlanjur mbuka blog, yaudah. I decided to write somthin'. nah, karena gue liat di postingan gue yang sebelumnya 'personel' nye belom lengkap, yaudah. gue lengkapin kali ini. cekidot>>

ini fira. si koplak xD
fira alias atika safira. anaknya mbanyol, seru, dan pastinya se spesies sama gue : kpopers! xDD kalo udah ngumpul bareng fira, seruuuu banget! gabisa dipisah deh kita >///<

kalo yang ini putri

putri dea amani faadilah alias putri dea. anaknya kece begeteh -_- anaknya juga demen sama korea :) okay, that's all~


xoxo,

3 Juli 2012

brand new shoes

anneyong guys,

liburan 2 mingguan ini gue diajak beli sepatu baru sama mama. for real, bukan diajak. tapi gue yang minta. ~(-_-)~ halah, yang penting hepi. waktu itu (kalo gasalah) hari selasa, gue sama mama ngembaliin rapot sekalian daftar ulang di smp kita tercinta, terus pas pulang, gue agak sedikit ngerasa aneh. why? soalnya ibuk gue pulang lewat arah alun alun yang OTOMATIS ngelewatin ramayana en pertokoan besar. gue agak deg deg an sih, soalnye paginya gue sempet mewek bebek -_-v ke ibuk gue gegara ibuk gue sempet bilang : "pake aja sepatu kakak kamu. kan masih bagus" dalam hati, gue bilang : "sip, bagus dah, taon ajaran baru pake sepatu bekas" :3 eh, gataunya, ibuk gue paham bener kalo gue cemberut waktu itu *matidah gue, ketauan* -_- nggak bagus bagus amat, sih. tapi at least, sesuai selera gue :) cekidot!


itu merknya spotec. dari awal kelas 7 sebenernya gue nyari yang solnya putih -_-v hehe. tapi baru kesampaian kenaikan kelas 9 -____-


xoxo,


R

a time to remember

dear folks,

jujur, semingguan ini gue galo melulu. yang karena gabole keluar rumah, gabole maen kerumah temen, gabole ini, itu, blablabla *berbusa* -_-v tapi yang jelas, gaada yang bisa ngelarang gue untuk kangen sama kawan kawan songong nan seru gue : anak anak FANDA GREFINDA :' ) gue kangen pake berat sama mereka :3 guys, you all rock! 

putri, nadya, aku, sama mintul :3

nadya, fadila, sama afifah :3


Welcome july

dear folks,

it's already july. well, welcome, july! lol. there're so many things that i have to do in this month. so that's why I'm really excited to enter this month. the one that makes me glad is: I already in grade 9 now. I'm a nine grader. yuha! thanks, God. You answer my pray all this time :' ) it seems that I have a good rank in this semester. not at all, actually. but, at least I've got a pretty maximum achieving :) once again, thanks to God, that give me all this gift :)


xoxo,

 

fuckyeah holiday!

hola folks,

libur telah tibaa, libur telah tibaa... hola, guys. liburan sepanjang 2 minggu ini gue ngga ngapa ngapain. boring. garing. dan segala hal yang berbau 'ing' -__- baidewei~ sepanjaaang libur ini, gue "disibukkan" oleh akun baru gue~ yaps. gue lagi asyik maen RP alias roleplayer nih, di twitter :) seru benjet *apadah. anak anak RP keren keren! guyonan mereka itu gak garing, terus gombalan gombalannya juga seru! ternyata, selain gue, di dunia ini banyak juga kpopers yang jauuuh lebih crazy dibanding gue. wkwkwk. oke, gue mau maen RP lagi xDD go follow --> @effie_RPD at twitter, ya!


xoxo,

R

16 April 2012

It's The Show Time!

Dear,

hello, galz! ketemu lagi sama gue, cewek super menyebalkan dan cerewet! *eh. okey, sekarang gue mau cerhta tentang sebuah band baru asal inggris yang bikin gue klepek-klepek! hehe : D and here it is...


ONE DIRECTION!!!!!