30 September 2012

september ashes

hola stalker,

*sigh* eventually, today's the end of september  (ノ´ー`)ノ truthfully, it's sad to leave this month. but, want it or not, we must ;) even so, I feel grateful that I can through my september (ღ˘⌣˘ღ) ♫・*:.。 although this month, there're somthin that makes me a bit crestfallen. 

September begun, with a goodbye to my heart
The pictures you put in my head, brought tears behind my icy hands
Come closer, breath my name and nothing more
We are will whisperings of a heartfelt elegy
So when I scream for you, do not answer me
When I beg for you to hold me, just walk away  

                                                   — draconian

well, if I think about it, it's not even a big deal :) *nods* so, I still have a little happiness like before when I through this month. do y' know why I love this month so much? that's because the sound if you say this word is calming for me. I still can't figure out why it feels like that. clearly, almost every september which I passed was always enchant me (except this one, of course) and again, if you googling, there're so many songs that put on 'september' into the tittle :D

 Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends
like my father's come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when September ends

yaps, I hope my another september will bring happiness to me, not like this month. and from now on, I also decided to throw away all of bad memory in the past ლ(╹◡╹ლ) so, fighting, fighting, and fighting, folks!

 here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when September ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

                                 — greenday


*sighs again* okay, from now on, no more bad september for me :)


xoxo,


Resa